Thursday, August 04, 2005
please bear with this layout for awhile. i`ll change it asap -.-"
its been like 6 days i never write to my boy already. my last letter to him was like,, ' i dont know how to say it here. ' i dont know how to tell him all these stuffs and i mean i dont know how to start it. cause i know, he'll get fed up with all my stupid doings meanwhile i dont want him to get worry because of me. but i already promised him that i'll tell him what happen to me, my life outside here & i`ll study hard. should have think of the consequences first. should have go to school in the first place. yar right, dont go to school. debar only mar. debar is nothing big deal compared to expel. but,, debar already which means im going to retain~! retain and stay with those july intake people. hello,, i dont wanna leave mmt1a and go to a new class with 'weird' enviroment. if ask me to choose, i rather get expel please rather than getting debar.
so many unsaid tots.
really dont know what i wanna do in my life.
all i know is just to aviod and aviod.
15:57♥
m i x . e mo t i o n s♥